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I had a weird dream, sufficiently tangled and bizzarre to record here.

Anyway. In my dream my mother was a member of some Satanic or Ritual Abuse cult and she dragged me to it and for the first part of the dream I didn't understand the nature of where I was (although when they tried to get me to torture small animals it was a clue) and I spent the remainder of the dream attempting to break out of the Cult and to help other people in there free themselves.

In the dream I had an older sister and my consciousness was split between myself and her, almost like I was in two bodies at once; And the cult members then sacraficed me, gave me to some man who was meant to abuse me but in fact he was really on my side, some sort of policeman undercover and he helped me save the little animals and form a plan of escape.

Then I do escape, and I find out that some of the (I think) cult members have planted a bomb in a nearby restaurant and then I'm running as fast as I can to get there on time. The bomb is underground, in the bathrooms that are in the basement of the restaurant. I can hear it ticking and I know it's going to blow up soon, and as I descend the flight of stairs and run towards the bomb's location and the core of where the blast will be I'm very happy to see that the building is empty and everyone has evacuated; When the bomb goes off it doesn't hurt in my dream. It just vaporises me, turns me into molecules; I am one with light and air.

I'm gone and my mother is crying because she doens't understand what's happened and cannot find me, although I can still talk to my sister and my last image of the dream is of them on this empty beach beneath a clouded sky. And I am there, nowhere and everywhere at once.

The dream was intricate, this is all I remember of it.

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dubaiyan
May. 30th, 2004 04:34 am (UTC)
ooo
*scents a film*
(Anonymous)
May. 30th, 2004 07:33 am (UTC)
Sometimes people like to just share dreams. I cherish that.

I seem to have the habit of liking to talk about them and give interpretations. This annoys some. I can respect that.

But still here I go with an unrequested interp. . Yay me!

From what I've observed, you have grown up in a cult like family. Hee. Like mine, except no recent war in my case. A cult, like a family needs to sustain itself, and recruit. Seems like you wants to break that cycle.


The older sister...Is this a part of you that has always known "what was going on?"The man who was really on your side..,.could this be a masculine part of you? Like that other dream you had. Hee...or self centered therapist?

Hey! I thought the timebomb was my metaphore! Ah well....Sounds cathartic in your case. Maybe it is a measured , controlled explosion...Like the ones to bring down vacant buildings. Or cauterizing a wound.

Reminds me of Tarot.

Anyway...What I come up wioth could also be a load of horseshit.

And...just in general, I'm proud of you.I have only known you for a tiny fraction of forever. I have seen some of your ups and downs, and you have helped me through my own.Thanks for that. I am proud of you wether you are up or down. I am proud of you because of who you are.

Elf



rainsinger
May. 31st, 2004 03:30 am (UTC)
yay for dream intepretations
*grin*
*happy purr*

I do like dream interpretations and your perspective. Alwyas interesting to hear it and mull it over and see which bits I resonate with. (And even if something is horseshit doesn't mean it also can't be true at the same time). ;)

I am proud of you because of who you are.

Thank you, Elf. Really. :)
It means a lot
nanji
May. 30th, 2004 09:51 am (UTC)
I dream of Genii


yes well it's all very straightforward and thankfully I am here to untangle it all and lead you through the tunnel of reason - towards the light of clarity at the end.

The elder sister in your dream is obviously ME (as Elf intuited - your "masculine" self) and the mother and cult in your dream is the world around you.

Your dream is about me and you against the world.
Baby. Though i don't know why you get to become the "higher" being while I get stuck in the human sea of Moronia down here on trigger-happy old Earth. You can see me standing on that beach in your dream looking up at you but you're obviously not close enough to see the expression on my face, one of shock and disgust that you get to be "up there, everywhere etc..". I am standing on that beach feeling REALLY pissed off.

Didn't think about that? did you, huh ? Too busy being a higher being, don't have time for friends anymore..."doesn't fit the schedule".."no, no, sorry no time today"..."fully booked"..."sorry honey, daddy won't be coming to see you play baseball, he's too "BUSY".

When did it all go wrong ?

N*

rainsinger
May. 31st, 2004 03:32 am (UTC)
Re: I dream of Genii
Though i don't know why you get to become the "higher" being while I get stuck in the human sea of Moronia down here on trigger-happy old Earth. You can see me standing on that beach in your dream looking up at you but you're obviously not close enough to see the expression on my face, one of shock and disgust that you get to be "up there, everywhere etc..". I am standing on that beach feeling REALLY pissed off.


*laughs*

I love you :)
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