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I am tired beyond tired and just as deeply frustrated and aggrieved.

I've spent bajillionty hours at University getting harassed in various ways by various people and if it weren't for NaBlo I would be in bed already.

The Saturn return is kicking my ass hard. I feel constantly under constraint and pressure, like all the Universe (as personified by my tutors and the odd colleague) is saying to me lately is 'Yes But' and I try harder but am still found wanting. Now, some people thrive on this spartan emotional environment but I do not. Instead, I feel incredibly tired and fed up and a bit demoralised. Nowadays it's all about being made to feel guilty and inadequate and responding with sullen resentment and bright rage and dull grief.

But let us not speak of that! Instead,let us think of funny things.

You Make Me Touch Your Hand For Stupid Reasons

Are you reading auzerais? Because you should.

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chiller
Nov. 13th, 2008 10:54 pm (UTC)
Saturn's a bugger, but his tribulations do make you grow ...

That letter-reading is genius. Genius, I say!
rainsinger
Nov. 14th, 2008 10:04 pm (UTC)
Saturn's a bugger, but his tribulations do make you grow ...

Very true. :) I've probably become too complacent of late as well...
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