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don't cry for me, argentina

3 things which have made me break down and cry today:

1. the act of rolling over in bed.

2. the 15 or so phonecalls I received from my mother's tenant (this may well be the start of me developing a phone phobia, and possibly the factor I have to thank for the elevated blood sugar I've been enjoying recently).

3. the person who got up to offer me a seat on the packed and sweltering bus.

The combination of planets and pregnancy is seriously kicking my ass.
With Saturn in Virgo it has felt like that no matter how hard I work at being good and fixing things it's never enough and I need to keep on trying and trying. And Mercury in preparation for retrograde has made me contemplate the logistics of turning off every phone and curling up in some small dark place where no one can reach me again (or at the very least not unless they come bearing tea and snacks).

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actually_not
Oct. 11th, 2007 03:08 pm (UTC)
I was just thinking last night..it's been a long time since I ran into you on the Kilburn High road. Hope someone brings you tea and snacks soon xx
rainsinger
Oct. 17th, 2007 10:19 am (UTC)
Thank you! :) No tea and snacks unfortunately but the cats brought themselves and their purry presence made me feel quite a bit better.
sleeperesque
Oct. 11th, 2007 03:28 pm (UTC)
Aw :(

I hope it passes soon. And good luck with the nightmare tenant - at the risk of sounding a tad unprofessional, can't you explain your situation and hope they back off a bit? They sound like they're hassling you for no real reason.
rainsinger
Oct. 17th, 2007 10:21 am (UTC)
Ah, the tenant. I could not talk about this for fear of crying for days but I am better now.

The tenant hates the management agency and so he prefers to phone me instead. Because I am soothing. And more effective. It got to the point where I was seriously having a nervous breakdown and Z took over.
ex_humanfema327
Oct. 11th, 2007 04:55 pm (UTC)
Aw sweetie i am sorry about the tenant. They can be fking awfukl can't they. And i am sorry about the pain too. Someone as beautiful as you are clearly doesn't deserve it.
rainsinger
Oct. 17th, 2007 10:22 am (UTC)
Thankfully Z and I have come to the agreement that he is better equipped to handle this aggro, and has taken over dealing with the situation thereby leaving me free to freak out about other things.

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