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i feel like my heart is singing

I think I'm falling in love. Not something I planned, but it's happening all the same
because he is a good man, and he is kind, and at every breath I can feel my heart being undone by his many small sweetnesses and considerations.

I don't think the novelty has still worn off the idea that someone will choose to do something for no other reason than because it makes me happy (like be willing to suffer through musicals) or avoid doing things if I don't like them.

Or that *No* gets honoured without need for explanations or justifications. I feel very cared for, and respected and I've never really had that before.

Last night I was having a bit of a bad lung day and hacking asthmatically (as you do) and everytime I'd be having a coughing fit he'd be asking whether I was okay and I'd feel this warm whooosh of concern energy from him sweep against me and I was finding it very difficult not to cry.

According to me I shouldn't cry because then he'll think I'm a nutcase, according to Neil it's fine to cry because it's what women do and it's one of the things men just learn to live with, like periods.

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guihong
Jan. 5th, 2005 02:44 am (UTC)
wow wow and double wow...

He's really sounding like the real deal. I'm so happy for you, I'll pop.

(says me, who rarely cries because of her own nutcase issues) Crying doesn't make you a nutcase...it makes you a sensitive and feeling person, which is probably exactly what he's looking for. ( I know this to be true in my mind; my heart doesn't have the message yet)

He sounds great :)

gui
elf_awareness
Jan. 5th, 2005 06:05 am (UTC)
Yay! Nina.

cry and laugh
with impunity

I...don't need to send you another permission slip...now do I hmmmmmm?
meepettemu
Jan. 5th, 2005 08:52 am (UTC)
Awwwww.. Your experience sounds like mine. That helps btw, with *my* issues :o)

Cry. It's what women do. He'll probably be ok with it.

x
voiceofsauron
Jan. 5th, 2005 08:54 am (UTC)
Hey, I'm sure he already knows you're a nutcase. One of the sweetest nutcases I know. So cry, don't worry and by happy.

All the best.
verlaine
Jan. 5th, 2005 09:31 am (UTC)
I don't think the novelty has still worn off the idea that someone will choose to do something for no other reason than because it makes me happy (like be willing to suffer through musicals) or avoid doing things if I don't like them.

Or that *No* gets honoured without need for explanations or justifications.


Doesn't this come as standard? No? Oh. Then the latest factory batch of men are seriously defective and should be sent back to the manufacturers without delay :)

Seriously, he seems like a really lovely guy, I think you've struck lucky here!


mzdt
Jan. 5th, 2005 09:42 am (UTC)
I think you've struck lucky here!

ah, but so has he... ;-)

meepettemu
Jan. 5th, 2005 09:54 pm (UTC)
Mouse!

Sorry, it's cute. :o)
actually_not
Jan. 5th, 2005 11:54 am (UTC)
he sounds lovely and he sounds like just what you need. maybe if you cry and he can understand and just be there with you or maybe even then he can console you and make you feel better about it all so that you stop crying and are simply calm and safe with him, maybe that would be something really special too?
dubaiyan
Jan. 5th, 2005 08:08 pm (UTC)
i don't think he would mind as long as you explain
clone him! clone him now :D
smallblakflower
Jan. 5th, 2005 08:20 pm (UTC)
'sing, love, laugh, cry, live'

I saw it on a t-shirt once....
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